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I think they might
Be sending me to die
I think they might
Be sending me to die
That's why I'm writing this all down
So when I'm gone
It'll still feel like I'm around
I wonder what it will be like
To feel my lungs completely drown
I think they might
Be sending me to die
I think that's why
Despite how hard I try
I just can't stay asleep at night
There wasn't much time for summer
At the swimming pool
I don't want to die
At a public school
It's going to make all the numbers right, they said
But what good is a dollar when I'm dead?
I think they might
Be sending me to die
I think they might
Be sending me to die
Oh, Mom
I just don't want to
Oh, Mom
Why do we have to?
Oh, Mom
I just don't want to
Die so soon
Oh, Mom
Why do we have to?
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It's like the bluest sky
On the brightest day
But I can't go out
No, I've got to stay inside
Feeling like a statue
Sitting here trying not to decay
Will patience turn the tide?
If you don't sit still
Then you can't heal
If you don't move a muscle
Then you can't feel
If you don't sit still
Then you can't heal
But if you don't move a muscle
Then you can't
Did you see the sign on the wall of the dojang?
It's not the first kick
It's your mindset
Remember good times when we all sang
What you give is
What you give is what you get
You've got to let yourself feel good sometimes
And all the figureheads of every company, saying
This is not the year that we envisioned
It's not anyone's fault
It's not easy
Living in the wake of these decisions
Today, we learned a new lesson
Looking back on what it all meant
Life has new lessons for us now
They just look a little different
Today, we learned a new lesson
Looking back on what it all meant
Life has new lessons for us now
They just look a little different
Did you see the signs on the wall of the dojang?
It takes patience
To make home a home
Remember good times when we all sang
I promise you
Like When In Rome
I promise you
You've got to let yourself feel good sometimes, yeah
We're all a bit misunderstood sometimes
You've got to let yourself feel good
You've got to let yourself feel good
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Playa Song (2022 Mix)
04:34
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Ooh, yeah
Playa, playa, playa
One thing that never changed
I could use some time away now
Ooh yeah
Ooh yeah
Some people live with their eyes on the clock
Saying anything but what's really in their head
Some people finally get a moment of freedom
And they just stay in bed
For too many sunrises
I was fast asleep
Missing half my only one life
Of memories made to keep
Playa, playa, playa
One thing that never changed
Feel the rhythm and it's keeping my heart awake
It's only a loss for the ones who are not
In this moment
In this time away
From the same old, same old, same
Some people look up at the buildings and say
One day I will be in a corner office on the top floor
Some people check their bank account each day and think
No matter what I've got
I could use a little more
For too many sunsets
I was still inside
Working through the last
Sweet minutes of daylight
Playa, playa, playa
One thing that never changed
Music of my spirit echoes in every wave
The sun and the beach
And the sand at your feet
And the sound of the people
Making the most
Of the sweet minutes of daylight
Ooh, yeah
Ooh, yeah
Far too many sunsets
I was still inside
Working these bones to the last
Sweet minutes of daylight
Playa, playa, playa
One thing that never changed
Music of my spirit echoes in every wave
The sun and the beach
And the sand at your feet
And the sound of the people
Making the most
Of the sweet minutes of daylight
Playa, playa, playa
I will make it through this pain
Feel the rhythm and it's keeping my heart awake
It's only a loss for the ones who are not
In this moment
'Cause it's all we have
Our time away
From the same old, same old, same
Like waking up in a haze, buildings ablaze
Wiping the sleep from our blurry eyes
To see the whole human race
Realizing it's only a living nightmare
If we make it that way
See the sun, how it even lights up a grey
Sky on our darkest days
Shed some light on our humanity today
Bring us all to our beach
To an open sea, please
Will you lead us away?
How much of your waking life
Do you really want to take
To the fire feeling all this hate?
Feeling all this ill-will
Echoing down from the top of the hill
Silence those voices, take them out, shoot to kill
Bones of our community growing stronger
Camera of your humility is always on
Just hit play
Know that no matter what in the end
It's the same blood and bone beneath all of our skin
Same sun, same horizon
One thing that never changed, my friend
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my baby
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my booboo
(It's the same blood and bone beneath all of our skin)
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my baby girl
Ooh yeah
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my baby
(It's the same blood and bone beneath all of our skin)
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my booboo
(Making the most of the sweet minutes of daylight)
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my baby girl
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my baby
Ooh yeah
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my booboo
Ahh
Who's-a-my, who's-a-my baby girl
It's the same blood and bone beneath all of our skin
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Long Walks (2022 Mix)
04:00
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Long walks through the neighborhood
Calling friends, saying it's all good
That's what I want
Nothing real has to stay hid
Kids are nice to other kids
That's what I want
What do you want?
Where it's safe to go on any street
And lives of many cultures meet
That's all I want
What do you want?
A bandage for whatever bleeds
May every man get what he needs
That's all I want
A song to soothe the souls in pain
You're free to join in our refrain
What do you want?
How do we get there?
Where it's safe to go out on the street
And people of all colors meet
That's all I want
What do you want?
Careful now, there are some
With a past too hard to leave behind
Some of those bugs they are the stinging kind
But understand, it's not everyone
Out to get you
Long walks through the neighborhood
Call on friends, saying it's all good
That's all I want
A song to soothe the souls in pain
You're free to join in our refrain
What do you want?
How do we get there?
Long walks through the neighborhood
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Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
It's like everyone was forced to hit
Pause at the same time
No matter what was going on
In your own life
It came in hot
We're still cooling
Kids are on the frontlines
Grocers homeschooling
It don't get more real
Than a grown man's tears
Tired of living
With these constant fears
It's like I can't move
Because I'm stuck in the middle
Of the strangest dream
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Nowhere to go
Nobody moving
Call your loved ones
Ask how they're doing
All these heroes
They keep showing in the papers
It was someone's father
It was someone's neighbor
Nothing more real
Than a mother's tears
It's like I can't move because I'm stuck
In the middle of the strangest dream
And all you want to do is be right
I hope it benefits the whole team
Take a step back
It isn't always your time to speak
Ooh
The microphone's hot
The world needs someone
Who can save this scene
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Community slowdown
Nowhere to go
Nobody moving
Call your loved ones
Society's lungs could use a deep breath
Cause I've been seeing violence
Oh, I've been reading 'bout death
And it's right there on the screen
(Served and protected 'til he couldn't breathe)
For all our kids to see
(Served and protected 'til he couldn't breathe)
I think it's time that we examine all our differences
Take a look at what has led to all these consequences
It's not like kids' TV
Where you can just make believe
Although I really kind of wish it were
'Cause they seem pretty happy
Laughing and singing
In all their beautiful, multi-colored skins
Oh, tell me friend, where do we begin?
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
Slow down, take it all in
Community slowdown
It's like I can't move because I'm stuck
In the middle of the strangest dream
It's like I can't move because I'm stuck
In the middle of the strangest dream
Community slowdown
Slow down, take it all in
It's like everyone was forced to hit
Pause at the same time
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Remember I said
We would be champions
Live life with no regrets
If you got no reputation
Your words won't mean a thing
No song can be written
For someone too scared to sing
Remember I said
We would be champions
Live life with no regrets
All day long I'm dreaming
Then I'm wide awake in bed
I guess you can't sleep forever
It's morning
The baby's crying
It's time to leave
Remember I said
We would be champions
Live life with no regrets
(Yeah, T-Man
Every day just
Trying to live a little more like you)
You said that you're still hungry
For something more than this
Phone calls over dinner
How's life?
It is what it is
Got no reputation
Words won't say a thing
No song can be written
For someone too scared to sing
All day long I'm dreaming
Then I'm wide awake in bed
I guess you cannot sleep forever
But if I'm not living
I might as well be dead
Remember I said
(Remember I said)
We would be champions
(We would be champions)
Remember I said
(Remember I said)
We would be champions
(We would be champions)
Live life with no regrets
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I'm just sitting here quarantined in my house
Hiding out from the Covid-19
With my wife and child, 2 dogs, and all my things
I've collected up across the decades
Finally I have the time to look around
And thumb through all the books, the games, the records
While I know I should check in at work, but truth be told
It's all just junk email and mass confusion
Sometimes it feels I'm only working for ghosts now
Don't get to see any of their faces anymore now
Still some spirit lingers within me
Says one day I'll get to meet those ghosts again
So as I while away another afternoon
Taking comfort in the fact I've filled in all the forms
I'll make a toast to some better tomorrows
When we can run in sun and fields again
Sometimes it feels I'm only working for ghosts now
Don't get to see any of their faces anymore now
Still some spirit lingers within me
Says one day I'll get to meet those ghosts again
I'm just sitting here quarantined in my house
Hiding out from the Covid-19
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Painter Fingers Leander, Texas
Dream folk, indie pop, soft rock
The Truth Is a Hurricane arrives August
25th
Painter Fingers is the recording project of Travis Charles Hagan, a songwriter and middle school teacher from Texas.
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